this sucks... I try so hard to be "good"

since people are posting stuff about things bothering them, i will follow suit.  i tired of doing things for people who dont care for what i do.  im tired of caring for people who dont care if i care for them.  it seems kind of dumb to care for people who dont want you to, but there is something in me that says its wrong to not care for them.  so im damned if i do and im damned if i dont.  whatever though...